No one to talk to

I have no one to talk to. I want to scream! I want to explode. I want to seriously hurt someone! I am so f*ckin pissed that I wish everyone would go to hell!!!

Even wanted to just sit and drink?

What a day? Nothing but arguments and tears. My son and I went at it tooth and nail. I just want to open bottle after bottle and drink - beer after beer, wine after wine, a heavy-duty shot...

Cut the pain

Have you ever been so mad, so angry, so frustrated that you have no idea how to escape? How do you handle it?

I have felt the sting of the razor blade against my flesh. The sting somehow releases the internal pain.

Unless you have felt the sting and seen the blood drops, you cannot imagine.

Anorexia

I have battle the anorexia demon... and I still do, almost every day of my life. For those who have never experienced it, they cannot seem to understand that this is something that always lingers. It is like a bad dream that you never forget. You get angry and frustrated, you feel fat and alone, so you just stop eating. For some people, that is just a way to rebel. For others, it is a way to fight the power - and be in control. Anorexia is a dangerous habit and it a hard one to break.

Fighting the Hunger

I am not hungry. I know I should, but I can't eat, I shouldn't eat.
I need to lose weight and get thin. I can't break this plateau and it is killing me.
I try and try, but feel like such a loser.