History Coming Back

Each day, I live with things that have happened in my past. There are so many things that I have gone through that I have never shared with anyone.

It's things like this that seem to haunt me each day.

When I get angry or frustrated, I want to disappear, or crawl into a hole. In the past, I used to inflict pain upon myself, to take away from the pain inside.

Physical pain always seems to override the mental and emotional pains.

It only hurts for a little bit.